Is it over yet?

I'm so over 2010.

Between family drama, a car accident and the midterm for Intro to New Testament, my brain is fried. No kidding. Fried. And I'm getting sick. And I have my first half mary creeping up on my ass that I'm totally unprepared for. And I want to race more, but don't have the money. And how many other things do I want/need to do but don't have the money?

Some days I don't want to do school anymore. Not because it's hard. Because it's time consuming. I'm struggling with "am I doing the right thing". Should I just stay home and be a housewife? Or drum up business and actually work? I'm conflicted. Recent events are weighing me down and I'm starting to feel stuck.

Screw you, 2010

Today was horrible. As a matter of fact, this whole week has been rough. To the point where I'm ready to crawl in a hole or a cave until next year. Fight-or-flight is in full effect. And it shows no signs of letting go anytime soon.
I need some time off/away.